mumbling, mumbling..

 Hesitating to continue taking the class, horse back riding. Even though that has been one of my dreams. The most big problem is that there are too many cats, the animal which makes me most scared. My lovely Heewon used to ask me," Auntie, why you are so sacred at a cat? It is just so cute." and sometimes he used to mimic the sound of a cat to play with me.. Don't know why. I can not even breathe well if a cat is near of me. Should I go back to the class on this Thursday so that dream come true? May I take that chance next time?  What shall I do? -_-  9/22/2004

 Whenever I have a meeting with Chris, my adviser, I just thanks for his patience against my English!  *^^*   9/21/2004

 I got a fortune cookie from a Chinese restaurant and it says that "Don't be surprise by the emergence of your undiscovered talent." I know that I have enormous undiscovered talents. *^^*. To continue on discovering my talents which God has given to me and using those for God's purpose is the mission I have to do during my life, I believe. Anyway, Great!  9/21/2004

 Thanks God for all and especially for good people you selected for me and sent to me. 9/19/2004

 Starting horse back riding!!  It is just BIG challenge to me since I am a person who is scared at all animals although it is a tiny cute pet. 9/16/2004

 Chatting with my friend over the phone during almost 180 minutes.. ^0^ 9/7/2004

 I met 5-year-old HyungYoung who is a daughter of my friend. She left a short note to me which is " GOD LOVES YOU" . I just wonder how the little girl knows that? ^^  9/7/2004

 University is closed due to the hurricane. 9/7/2004

  Hurricane France made lots of mess.. Luckily, I am OK, which means no power outage and no water outage. 9/4/2004 - 9/6/2004

 If there were a man just like the man in the film, "When a man loves a woman" , maybe I could reconsider my strong will against the marriage. ^^ I could not get sleep again last night and watched the film again. I think I've watched that film almost 20 times.. Of course I am very sleepy now.. 9/3/2004

  I've got a sleeping problem these days.. I can not sleep when I want and need. After long struggling from the trials for sleeping, I headed to the lab at 4:00AM.. 8/28/2004

  New semester begins.. 8/23/2004

  We have a word, "Jung" in Korean which means warm and heartful emotion between people.  When I left from Korea, I decided not to get any "Jung" from people who I would meet in USA. You know what.. I am a kind of person who like a  friend too deeply once I can like. I wanted to protect myself from all the very human like feelings such as love, fondness, hatred, dis-likeness, or something like this. I did not want to be disturbed.. Just studying.. That was my plan. However, here, of course, I could meet "good people". When they accosted me and followed me, I could not deny to have "Jung". They will leave me by this January. I was embarrassed when I heard this sudden news. Even though I feel sad AGAIN, thanks my good friends, Bokyung and Chowon for good memories, here in Gainesville.. 1/10/2004

  New Spring semester begins! 1/5/2004

  I cooked "kimchi" and "kakddugi" for the first time in my life (with Chowon) !! 1/4/2004

  Happy new year !!! 1/1/2004

  For me, whenever I meet a nice person and talk with him or her, I feel this is a real serendipity that God gives me as a surprising present to encourage me. At that moment, I can appreciate the fact that I am alive and I mumble by myself, "Thanks God!". Even though I don't like my this character but it is true that I am vulnerable at people.. 12/18/03

  So, winter vacation begins from now!!  12/18/03

  Finishing final test by taking Architecture test today. I could not sleep at all last night, I mean, at all.  I went to bed at 2:30 am but.. I really need sleeping especially on the day before my test, but I don't know since when I have got this tendency which is not to sleep on the night before test.. However, I did Yoga at 6:00 am and it made me feel better.. And I went to take the test on this morning.. Result? I just hope good but it was difficult and made me discouraged.. 12/18/03

I had dinner with Christiana at the Chinese restaurant and this is the saying I've got from my fortune cookie : "You never hesitate to tackle the most difficult problems" ======> Yes, I really need this kind of attitude and brave especially in these days.. 11/18/03

Gee, I did spend too much relaxative time in last weekend : 
   Friday - playing tennis,  Saturday - inviting friends for dinner, and Sunday - going to a concert..
Now, I am struggling with my homework. It is 4:00 am. ^^ 3/3/03

Today is a special day to me, cause I went a concert. It is a first time for me to go to a concert here in U.S.A. My friend called me in the morning and it woke me up.  He said that he had tickets for Ahn trio's concert and asked me to go there together. I was so pleased to hear that because I love to go to a concert. It was really nice. They are very famous and they are Korean. I am really proud of them and like their performance. Even though I have lots of homework to do, I never regret!! 3/2/03, Sunday 

I invited Christiana and her husband for dinner and we had eat together. They said, "You are a good cook!" and they liked Korean food very much( actually, I prepared Omrice and HobakJun). I became proud of myself. ^^ My good German friend Christina brought some cake she baked and it was really delicious! 3/1/03, Saturday

I have finished all tests which were dangling to me these days. All I have to do is to start and finish project until this Thursday and then start another project.  I am just happy with these not-boaring times.. ^^ 2/17/03 

When I went to Pubix (one of grocery stores) to get a bottle of milk, I could realized that today is a Valentine day. It was almost 10:30 pm. Also, I could see why there were many young couples who dressed well on the campus, today. What a Valentine day.. ^^  2/14/03

I took the first test in this semester, today. I could make it better..  2/12/03 

Can you believe this? My nephew, Heewon, who is just 2 years old, sings more than 5 songs. When I talked with him on the phone last weekend, he did sing some songs for me.. I was so surprised and I am really proud of him.. 2/12/03 

Spring semester begins.  1/6/03 

"Happy new year!"  1/1/03  

"Merry Christmas!" 12/25/02

I had great time with my friend, Christiana, and her family at the Christmas eve night. I cannot forget this night! 12/24/02

Finally I've got my car from Chisoo Kim.  12/23/02

I took the last exam for this semester ; algorithm. Unfortunately, I don't want to think about that any more.  12/20/02

Rejoice your life! -- in the middle of final exams..  12/14/02

I spent so wonderful time with my new friend, today. Her name is Chris and she suggested me to cook Christmas cookies together. I went her beautiful house after class and she already prepared all. Chris and I shaped and made various cookies- with coconut, rum, nut and etc... She showed me how to cook a special vegetable dish. And then we listened to music her husband composed. He has a good job on music, even though he is a historical professor. We had dinner together with red wine. After dinner, they asked me to play piano and recorded me with a movie camera while I played it. Cause I drank several glasses of wine, I made many mistakes when I played music, but they did not matter. It was too dark to bike when I was ready to head to my home so Chris gave me a ride. When Chris came in my apartment to look at, suddenly she put something on my table. It was a pretty ornament, a wooden doll! She always shows me lots of concerns and gives me her consideration. I really like her and I think I am so lucky woman. Thank God for allowing me such a nice friend.. 12/11/02

Some of my friends did not like my picture on the first page of my webpage. So I have changed that picture for them. I hope they could satisfy with this.. ^^ 12/9/02

It has been raining since morning.. I got home by my bike in this rainy day.. It was not too bad and I bought my favorite ice cream - strawberry ice cream - on my way home just not to be blue. 12/9/02

Exams..  these are really stressful things.. I took one of theses stressful things today. I just needed more time on the test. It's really funny, even though I had read the paper throughly for this test, I did not have time even to see the question about the paper. Now, I am listening to classical music to forget my worry. From tomorrow, I have to prepare for another one. 12/9/02

"Don't be scary!"  12/4/02

"Happy Thanksgiving!!"  11/27/02

I was happy this morning. Marina, my roommate, had found something left in front of my apt door when she was just leaving to work. It was a box which was contained with some fruits. We were wondering who put it there. Later, one of my friends called me and said that "Open the door and see what is there!" It was him!! He explained that he did for me because fruit is good for cold. Actually, last night I went to sleep earlier because of my cold. I moved and felt happy to have such a nice friend! Thank you, deer my friend! 11/26/02

I have found this clause on somebody's webpage.. "Life is full of Serendipity."  11/25/02

Sometimes, things are going to where I did not intend. Sometimes, somebody does misunderstand me and have a wrong impression on me. I become disappointed. However, just let it be!  11/24/02

 I love sunshine, so, I like to live in Florida..11/23/02

I can not like a rude person..11/23/02

"Friend".. This word is very meaningful in my life.. 11/23/02

I've just got news from my country that my lovely nephew,Heewon, became able to speak in English ; for ex) tiger, dog, lion.. He is only a 2 year-old boy..What a genius! I really proud of him and miss him too much.. 11/22/02